Freedom

The gif in the previous post is kind of annoying isn't it? lol. oh well, I've finished all my exams! ;) free for 2 weeks! YEAY! I did really badly for my last paper though. I really didn't study. I was exhausted. I cried after the exam, thinking I could've or should've done better. sigh. :( Nontheless, I thank Allah s.w.t for whatever results I get. Alhamdulillah. :)

Don't have any real plans though. Suddenly I feel like I should've gone home. but at the same time, I feel like rm3k for JUST 2 weeks is such a waste. I could do something else with it.

The airport just got bombed today! damn. In less than a year after the metro bombing, now it's the airport. I feel so unsafe in Russia lately. What the hell is their problems anyway? And how the hell a bomb get into the airport?! I hope my friends who are flying today are safe. ;S

PS: I'm lonely. :'(

panic attack!

HELP! HELP! HELP! I'M HAVING A MAJOR PANIC ATTACK! TOMORROW'S EXAM AND THIS IS THE MOST UNPREPARED I HAVE EVER FELT!!! T.T

Ya Allah. Please give me some kind of luck. Help me. ;(

NAK CUTI!!!

Last and final paper for this semester, this sunday - PAEDIATRICS!

oh my God! please finish quickly! I can't even pay attention to my books anymore.. ;(

Hopefully, I'll excel in my last paper. I really want to excel. I should get back to studying then.

Wish me luck! ;P

24th

yup. It's my 24th birthday today. =)

I wasn't too psyched about today's day because 1st - I'm sick, and 2nd- exam's not over yet. I even requested bB that I don't want to celebrate it because I didn't have any mood. I told him we could celebrate after exam's over.

but being a dear darling, he ignored my request and woke me up at 12 a.m (I was drowsy with all the drugs in my body system, I fell asleep at 11 p.m) with a bunch of people in my room singing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!". Siap ada guitar lagi tu! Imagine waking up to that situation. gila shocking! I quickly covered my face with my blanket. I can't imagine how I look. Must be horrible, with the runny nose, and muka sembab! horrible2.. They even recorded the moment! Have to ask Fareez for the video and see how horrible I looked. *HORROR!*

but I got up lah of course. It would be impolite to just stay in bed and I'm not that vain. I blew out the candles (they used the trick candle! As if I'm not tired enough, I have to blow the candle multiple times and it still didn't go out! the guys had to blow it out. :P)

We all ate the cake, which is superbly delicious!!! and had some funny moments. ;)

I am very happy and blessed to be living till this day. Hope to have lots more birthdays in the future. Thank you bB for the surprise birthday! I'll remember it forever. I love you lots! ♥

p/s: I wished I wasn't sick though.

I'm cold and burning

Teluk Chempedak, Summer break 2010

I'm sick and I kinda miss home a little. 2 exams done and 2 more still; General Health & Healthcare and Paediatrics.

Baru habis 2 paper dah demam. adoila! makes me wonder how the hell did I ever studied for SPM. 10 subjek tu! ;(

ps: oh! I just opened a TUMBLR account. Click here to check it out. ;)

11.1.11

Thursday is the next paper: Psychiatry. Lets just hope I won't go insane. >.<"

It's that time again

I am so tired.

God help me please. Exam belom start lagi tapi dah rasa nak muntah tgk nota2 dan buku2. Baca depan, blakang lupa, start balik dari mula, bila nak habis ni?!

>.<"

Wish me lots of luck peeps! 1st paper starts this Sunday. erk! I hate exam on a weekend! :(

Beauty

Rainbows are God's way of reminding us that beauty is an optical illusion

- Fairuz Anuar

Resolution #5

INSTRUCTIONS FOR FREEDOM

1. Life’s metaphors are God’s instructions.

2. You have just climbed up and above the roof. There is nothing between you and the Infinite. Now, let go.

3. The day is ending. It’s time for something that was beautiful to turn into something else that is beautiful. Now, let go.

4. Your wish for resolution was a prayer. Your being here is God’s response. Let go, and watch the stars come out – on the outside and on the inside.

5. With all your heart, ask for grace, and let go.

6. With all your heart, forgive him. FORGIVE YOURSELF, and let him go.

7. Let your intention be freedom from useless suffering. Then, let go.

8. Watch the heat of day pass into the cool night. Let go.

9. When the karma of a relationship is done, only love remains. It’s safe. Let go.

10. When the past has passed from you at last, let go. Then climb down and begin the rest of your life. With great joy.

Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!