MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Finally, raya is here.. though not much celebration is done in Moscow but i did get 2 days break.. at least the lecturers were understanding.. although we had to ganti the class on other days of the week.. nonetheless, holiday is still holiday.. huhu..

I'm planning to make some cookies tonight.. i'll upload pics later.. and I'll be doing an "open room" on Sunday..

I didn't go to the embassy today.. didn't feel like going.. there will be another open house in embassy on Saturday.. maybe I'll go.. i don't know yet..

i went to Mega just now and bought 2 new trench coat for winter.. hehe.. I've been wanting a trench coat since i did my pre-med here.. but its so hard to find my size.. since you know, I'm "petite".

just now, me and bB went into ZARA.. and there was only 1 coat available with the size XS.. ape lg?.. if i waited the next time to buy it, it might not be there anymore.. i wanted to buy only 1, but then bB was interested on another design.. because he said the one i chose was a bit dull - plain black and not for winter, more for autumn or spring. The one he chose was with petak2 design.. so i decided to take both.. so, that's my raya shopping spree!!

TO MAMA, ABAH, MAN, SADDAM, IYYA, KAK DAHNIAR AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN MALAYSIA AND ALL AROUND THE WORLD, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

got me thinking all over again

guys.. they can such such SUCH an idiot sometimes! they act stupid and careless.. making their own judgement without your consent! really!

i don't care if you make me cry because of sadness, i would be thrilled if you made me cry for happiness but NEVER, EVER, make me cry because of anger! NEVER! don't make me feel so angry until i cry.. because its bad.. it just suck! I'll hate you for it.. and when i hate u.. I'll start thinking about breaking up.. and i don't want to break up because i love you.. but had to make me angry, you had to make me cry.. you- urgh!! i don't even know what to call you anymore coz you'll just do it again!!

I'm already imagining about breaking up.. that's just bad, that's really bad.. coz one day, when i say it, I'll mean it.. I'll be serious about it.. but you don't know that.. u never ask.. and i had to post it on a stupid blog just for you and the whole world probably to find out.. and you'll get mad at me for writing something personal.. but i don't care.. because you don't seem care! and then you'd say that I'm unappreciative.. coz u done more things for me than i realize.. sure2.. except you missed the part of NOT MAKING ME CRY..

Human aren't supposed to be perfect.. but you're supposed to be perfect for me.. that's why i chose you.. now u just got me thinking all over again..

Selamat berpuasa~!

17 days till raya~!! hehehe..

well, i've been back in moscow for almost a week now, classes have begun when i got here.. but there's not much catching up to do since most classes were cancelled or just learning the introduction during the first week.

i have just officially unpacked everything in my bag and rearrange my wardrobe cupboard.

well, there's nothing much to do and nothing much going on anyway. it has been a hectic week. i didnt even have the time to actually catch up with my classmates..

some of my classes are held in hospitals.. travelling to class is so tiresome!! - have to wake up early, have to stand in the metro, have to take the bus, have to walk... really! :(

and owh! ipan's room is infested with cockroaches!! really! it is so disgusting! so we decided to put some "ubat bunuh lipas" around his room and all the lipas went berzerk yesterday.. they were falling, coming out of everywhere and landed everywhere even on my hands!! yuck! i feel like i was paranoid being in that room! I HATE COCKROACHES! so last night we put the bug poison and today there were so many dead cockroaches on the floor.. creepy..

so anyway.. that's all i guess.. and owh! my roomate got a new boyfriend! huhu..

later!

timE is fLying

oh gosh..

sorry that i haven't been updating.. I'm just enjoying my time, my holiday.. to be in front of the computer during the time i have in Malaysia just feels like a bit of a wasted time to me.. huhuhu..

anyway, I'm leaving for Moscow in 2 weeks.. how sad.. i feel like this holiday seemed shorter.. i have no idea why.. 2 months flew by just like that.. *sigh*.. and i think i spent too much money in KL.. oh how i LOVE the sales!!!


owh well, hrmm.. i might plan to come back late next summer because i wanna enjoy Europe.. but.. we'll see how the $$$ situation is first.. eheh..

well then, i have to get things put together before leaving Malaysia.. i have jeans to be cut, groceries to be bought, baju raya to send to the tailor, medical check-up report to be done and SO MUCH MORE TO DO!! and on top of that i don't have the car.. so its so limited to do things by myself because i have to actually call up my parents and its the last thing i would do to actually ask my parent to do my chores.. *sigh*sigh*sigh*

On top of everything.. i had a great time in Malaysia.. i even went to bB's house in batu pahat.. lepak there for a few days.. sorta getting to know his family..

so, see you guys in Moscow!

Egypt

yeay! I'm home..
how i am so happy to be home.. :)) *senyum sampai ke telinga*
everyone's home.. well, at least until July.. then my brothers will start their semesters..
so its probably just me, kakak and nabilla at home.. and of course my parents... :(

anyway, before i came back, i stayed a week in Egypt.. u know, just jalan-jalan, makan angin.. :)

here's what happened.

17th June 2008
- Arrived at Cairo International Airport
- bB's cousin, Affan picked us up at the airport. Since we arrived at night, there's really nothing much we can do left.
- Checked in at Malaysian Hall
- Sleep

18th June 2008
- woke up at 7.30 am. Got ready and left the building at 8.30 am.
- drove to Alexandria which is in the northern Egypt. It is situated beside the Mediterranean sea. It has a spectacular view of the sea!! damn nice.
- we went to the oldest library in the world which is the Bibliotheca Alexandria.
- We had seafood for lunch. yum2. damn kenyang. huhu..
- left Alexandria around 5 pm and head back to Cairo.
- sampai Cairo, tido~

one of the materials exhibited in the library

mummy's sarcophagus

Mediterranean Sea

19th June 2008
- Jalan-jalan in Cairo
- went to see the Pyramids of Giza
- went to the bazaar and bought souvenirs
- Affan bargain for us since he knows how to speak Arabic. So we didn't get cheated. huhu...
- went to Al-Azhar mosque and university.
- rested at Malaysian Hall the whole evening.
- rushed to the train station around 9.15, our train was leaving at 10 pm.
- ran into Mawi (yup, the AF winner - he was shooting "jejak Mawi" in Egypt. :P) on the way out of Malaysian Hall. Didn't get to take his picture though bcoz we were rushing..
- arrived at the train ngam-ngam pukol 10.

Pyramids of Giza

the Sphinx

Al-Azhar

20th June 2008
- 11 hours in the train. dah la sejuk giler dlm train tu..
- watched the sunrise (cantek giler!)
- arrive in Luxor
- spent the whole day in Luxor
- we went to Karnak Temple and Luxor Temple
- didn't get to go to Valley of the Kings and Queens though, because they were on the West Bank of Nile River and they were too far, we didn't have much time on our hands.
- had lunch in McDonald's. :P
- prayed, and made our way to the train station
- the train was late 2 hours. :(
- watched the sunset in the train. it was even more gorgeous than the sunrise
- arrive in Aswan at 11 p.m
- checked into hotel, had dinner and went to sleep

Karnak Temple

Luxor Temple

Luxor Train Station

21st June 2008
- trip to Abu Simbel was canceled. it was hot (40°C - 43°C!!), and didn't have enough time
- went to the damp. a really big dam, which controls the depth on the Nile river so that Egypt wont be flooded.. huhu..
- and then we went to Philae Temple. the temple is on an island in the middle of Nile river. not so sure about the history though, because we were backpacking and didn't have enough money to pay for tour guides... lol~ [save budget]
- spent the whole day walking around Aswan. can't get enough of the view of the Nile River. there's no word to describe.
- main2 air sungai Nil. the water was really cold.. it was nice..
- prayed, rest, head back to the train station.
- made our way back to Cairo

Aswan Dam

Philae Temple

Nile River

22nd June 2008
- arrive at Cairo around 10 am.
- i rested the whole day
- bB went some more souvenir shopping

23rd June 2008
- went to the airport at 1 a.m
- checked-in our baggages
- leaving Egypt on the airplane at 4.50 am.
- arrive KLIA at 11 pm local time.

and now, i am just enjoying home.. :)
i miss bB!

*check out more pics in friendster*

bored to death!

this pic looks really cool..

i am so damn bored right now.. i don't know what to do..

i finished my exams already.. so basically i am just waiting for my flight out of Moscow.. huhu.. can't wait to be home!!

w0rds 0f my [♥]

words of my [h.e.a.r.t],
to let it out is really hard,
because it kept falling apart,
i dont know where to start;

words of my [h.e.a.r.t],
is complicated,
like an expression of an art,
meanings in a secret;

words of my [h.e.a.r.t],
may be predictable,
i may let down my guard,
but only to certain people;

words of my [h.e.a.r.t],
need time to understand,
like the castle of cards,
need time to build and stand.

anna mohamed amin
[t.r.a.p.p.e.d.h.e.a.r.t]