MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Finally, raya is here.. though not much celebration is done in Moscow but i did get 2 days break.. at least the lecturers were understanding.. although we had to ganti the class on other days of the week.. nonetheless, holiday is still holiday.. huhu..

I'm planning to make some cookies tonight.. i'll upload pics later.. and I'll be doing an "open room" on Sunday..

I didn't go to the embassy today.. didn't feel like going.. there will be another open house in embassy on Saturday.. maybe I'll go.. i don't know yet..

i went to Mega just now and bought 2 new trench coat for winter.. hehe.. I've been wanting a trench coat since i did my pre-med here.. but its so hard to find my size.. since you know, I'm "petite".

just now, me and bB went into ZARA.. and there was only 1 coat available with the size XS.. ape lg?.. if i waited the next time to buy it, it might not be there anymore.. i wanted to buy only 1, but then bB was interested on another design.. because he said the one i chose was a bit dull - plain black and not for winter, more for autumn or spring. The one he chose was with petak2 design.. so i decided to take both.. so, that's my raya shopping spree!!

TO MAMA, ABAH, MAN, SADDAM, IYYA, KAK DAHNIAR AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS IN MALAYSIA AND ALL AROUND THE WORLD, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

got me thinking all over again

guys.. they can such such SUCH an idiot sometimes! they act stupid and careless.. making their own judgement without your consent! really!

i don't care if you make me cry because of sadness, i would be thrilled if you made me cry for happiness but NEVER, EVER, make me cry because of anger! NEVER! don't make me feel so angry until i cry.. because its bad.. it just suck! I'll hate you for it.. and when i hate u.. I'll start thinking about breaking up.. and i don't want to break up because i love you.. but had to make me angry, you had to make me cry.. you- urgh!! i don't even know what to call you anymore coz you'll just do it again!!

I'm already imagining about breaking up.. that's just bad, that's really bad.. coz one day, when i say it, I'll mean it.. I'll be serious about it.. but you don't know that.. u never ask.. and i had to post it on a stupid blog just for you and the whole world probably to find out.. and you'll get mad at me for writing something personal.. but i don't care.. because you don't seem care! and then you'd say that I'm unappreciative.. coz u done more things for me than i realize.. sure2.. except you missed the part of NOT MAKING ME CRY..

Human aren't supposed to be perfect.. but you're supposed to be perfect for me.. that's why i chose you.. now u just got me thinking all over again..

Selamat berpuasa~!

17 days till raya~!! hehehe..

well, i've been back in moscow for almost a week now, classes have begun when i got here.. but there's not much catching up to do since most classes were cancelled or just learning the introduction during the first week.

i have just officially unpacked everything in my bag and rearrange my wardrobe cupboard.

well, there's nothing much to do and nothing much going on anyway. it has been a hectic week. i didnt even have the time to actually catch up with my classmates..

some of my classes are held in hospitals.. travelling to class is so tiresome!! - have to wake up early, have to stand in the metro, have to take the bus, have to walk... really! :(

and owh! ipan's room is infested with cockroaches!! really! it is so disgusting! so we decided to put some "ubat bunuh lipas" around his room and all the lipas went berzerk yesterday.. they were falling, coming out of everywhere and landed everywhere even on my hands!! yuck! i feel like i was paranoid being in that room! I HATE COCKROACHES! so last night we put the bug poison and today there were so many dead cockroaches on the floor.. creepy..

so anyway.. that's all i guess.. and owh! my roomate got a new boyfriend! huhu..

later!