Sunday, June 24, 2012

The Arrival

Mama and Maklang safely arrived in Moscow! Alhamdulillah.

My convocation will be held this Tuesday! Can't wait! ^_^

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Too Many Things Happening At Once!

I haven't gotten enough sleep for the past 3 days. Trying to settle stuffs before the graduation. Had to give back all my books to the library, had to pay extension fees of the hostel, had to go up and down the university to get stamps so I can get my degree certificate on graduation day. I have to clean my room for the arrival of my mother and I have to pack stuffs for cargo! argh! I'm so tired!

I had so many unpublished posts. My Kazan Trip posts is 1/4 done. I still can't find time to watermark the pictures. I wanted to write about the time I went to LINKIN PARK concert earlier this month which is my MOST AWESOME CONCERT EXPERIENCE, and it would be left in vain if I don't write about it.

Anyway, my mom and aunt is arriving tomorrow. Please pray for their safe journey and arrival.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Real World, Here I Come


Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. Thank you mama, abah. Thank you everyone that prayed for me and gave me support. I will cherish you in my heart forever.

*Paling tak tahan time lepas exam tadi, Dr. T wish "Congratulations doctor". Awwwwwww~

Monday, June 18, 2012

Nothing Left to Lose

Last final paper tomorrow! Last final battle in med school!

Nothing left to choose, nothing left to lose! 

Wish me luck peeps!
May Allah swt help with with ease tomorrow... Amin...

OK... start panicking!!!! :S

Saturday, June 16, 2012

What Makes Us Girls

"This is what makes us girls 
We all look for heaven and we put our love first 
Somethin' that we'd die for, it's our curse 
Don't cry about it, don't cry about it 
This is what makes us girls 
We don't stick together 'cause we put our love first 
Don't cry about him, don't cry about him 
It's all gonna happen"

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Delusional in Me

I keep telling myself it's the distance, it's just in my head. How do I tell the person about things that I shouldn't have find out. I want my trust not to be broken and I want to be the person who can be trusted. I keep reminding myself, we are just merely humans. Maybe it's just a mistake. I hope it is nothing more than just a mistake. A mistake waiting to happen, and I don't know how to stop it. I don't want a broken promise, or a broken heart.

Is there space for mistakes, now? Sigh. I wish I wasn't so curious. True, that they say curiosity killed the cat.

If you're wondering, it's not me I'm worried about.

Since February my mind has been drifting back and forth about this. Although it's not constant, but how can I be sure? And though the person acted trustworthy, can I put all my trust in this person?

Note to self: Yang pergi menggatal bukak malam before exam tu kenapa? kan daaahhhhhhhh... PADAN MUKA!! T_T


Sunday, June 10, 2012


Oh how I miss travelling.

I miss Paris.
I miss Amsterdam.
I miss Madrid.
I miss Venice.
I miss Lisbon.
I miss Hong Kong.

My feet is itching to go somewhere, even though I just came back from Kazan (which I will update soon, once I'll get the pictures from my peeps). If only travelling doesn't consume all the money that I have.

Me and Za were planning to go to Brussels and Amsterdam last month, the budget wasn't that expensive. About RM2k for 1 week, but we had to use the money for other things, mostly graduation stuffs. So we just had to cancel and hop on Kazan trip instead. So sad. ='(

At the same time, I am missing home a little. I am missing Moscow as well. The thought of leaving here, just left me with such mixed feelings. As much as I hate Moscow, I am in love with Moscow. She's my 2nd home for 7 years.

Exam's in a week. The nerves are starting to get on me, but I can't pass the first page of my case questions. Hope all goes well. ^_^

Where to next? =P

Exams, graduation, and then we'll think about that, eyh?

Friday, June 1, 2012

Narcissist in Me

Me: Lepas letak profile picture kat FB, gambar takde kepala kurang sket laki2 tak dikenali hantar friend requests dengan message "hie cantik". Aman sket hidup.

bB: Perasan giler.

Me: betul lah!