Monday, October 27, 2008



lol~ i know this might sound a little childish, but i sooooooooooooooooooooo love HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!

the 3rd installment was released on the 24th of October.. and i am just so sad that i cant watch it.. i just have to wait for the DVD release.. :(

if only the cinema in Moscow doesn't dub every single English movie into Russian.. *sigh*

*can I have this dance?*

Sunday, October 26, 2008

A single Spotlight

I've just finished watching Grey's Anatomy episode 5.. love the episode!! especially when Derek gave Meredith a Kidney-in-a-Jar.. *hearts*

I want a Kidney-in-a-Jar too..metaphorically.. I just want him to give me something that i really really want.. I just need to figure out what that THING is..

he's going to a concert next month.. some metal band's concert and i can't follow coz its 'dangerous' and i might get suffocated in a mosh-pit.. it's not my thing, i just like to follow him wherever he goes.. but i can't.. sheesh.. why do guys need so much space anyway? i know I'm being a little childish and selfish here.. I'm sorry that i don't have friends that like to go to concerts or at least the same interest as i do..

you'd think its easy to actually find friends but its not for me.. i hate going to new places.. i hate the first day attending primary school, i hate the first day attending secondary school, i hate the first day of college and the first day in Moscow.. just cause i have to find new friends..

i like going to concerts.. but never really had the chance to go.. first concert i went was the one bB brought me to - Ozzy Osbourne's concert.. and i don't even like Ozzy.. 2nd one was MUSE and that was THE BEST CONCERT EVER!!! but i can only compare 2 concerts coz i only went for 2 concerts.. the only person that i actually think i could bring along to a concert that i like in my sister Nabilla bcoz we like the same artists - but she's like 12!! and I'm 21!! it's not really a good combination, we'll probably have fun but i have to take care of her - bring her to the toilet if she wants to go - and pay for the tickets.. and it wouldn't be so much fun for me.. at least if she's 16.. *sigh* then I'd probably be too old to go to an Avril Lavigne's concert.. *cry*!

right now - what i want is to go to a concert of my most favourite artist... coming back home with 2 tickets of.. let say, Justin Timberlake's concert on my table... *SCREAM*!!!! that would be so cool!! or even 2 tickets to Bolshoi Theatre to see Swan Lake Ballet is a dream come true.. :( I've only watched 1 musical so far - Cats. Its was great but i couldn't understand them.. they were in Russian and i was just starting my russian class at that time.. hrmmm...

I know i am a little demanding.. but I WANT WHAT I WANT!! and patience is not a good friend of mine.. *sigh* i thought i had grown-up.. but i guess i haven't..

I wanted to go to Backstreet Boys Concert last summer in Moscow.. but no one i know wanted to go with me.. He asked me to go with my friends, he wanted to watch MU vs Chelsea UEFA championship finals.. they fell on the same date.. damn-it!

i like to spend my time with him, even if we were fighting.. i like his presence, it makes me happy even if i don't show it... but sometimes he need his space, which sometimes just annoys me.. he'll leave me alone for 1 year once he graduated and we wont know if we'll get the same place once we start working or not.. so what's wrong with me wanting to be with him all the time?

Saturday, October 18, 2008

kumen's bday

last week, we had a surprise bday for kumar a.k.a kumen... :)

actually his bday had pass for almost a month already but we all were just so busy... finally, a date was decided to held the party - 9.10.2008.

the whole classmates attended and the theme was "black&white"..

so, that night, all of us got ready and went to Dom 35, to kumen's room... sugan prepared the room, and we waited for kumen to come back, coz he went out for a while....

we ordered PAPA JOHN's pizza for the night and unfortunately, there was no birthday cake.. but everything went great!!

eikin sedih kelaparan, menunggu kedatangan bday boy [well, actually, everyone was]

"surprised" bday boy came in

makan-makan.. yum-yum!

the pizzas of the day [or night] :)

the boys and girls in black and white[except the bday boy]

kumar's dicipline teacher [that's what he called sasha]

promoting Papa John's Pizza

Saturday, October 11, 2008

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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

raya-ing weekends!

friday - beraya @ za and eikin's (girl's night)

gossip girls

with seniors (kak ida's & kak umu's classmate)

from the top

my lovely classmates
saturday - beraya @ anna and ipan's


bB entertaining the phone instead of the guests.. ape la!

when everyone had left..

i had a really tiring weekend.. the guests were very impressed that only and bB cooked all the meals..
i cooked the beef and chicken rendang, nasi carrot and mee bandung, while bB cooked kuah kacang, nasi impit, and ayam masak kicap..
i was very curious why did bB cooked ayam masak kicap, then kak ami said it's johorian style - makan nasi impit with masak kicap.. "ohh~ begitu rupenye"
sorry i didn't upload any pics of the food, it's because i forgot to take the picture of the food.. :(
anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA!! :)

Thursday, October 2, 2008

all grown up?

I've decided to grow up... :)

i remember when i was 18, i wrote something in my friendster blog(which i already deleted and deeply deeply regretted that i ever did that) that i never want to grow up.. i hate the responsibilities, the hardship that "grown ups" have to go through.. and i never want that.. everything just seems so difficult and not fun at all but i realised that everything depends on the individuality. We can have as much fun as a child even as a grown up.

During my last summer, i was spending time with bB in kL.. he wanted to carry me on his back, and i love him carrying me on his back because it makes me feel like a child.. - that particular day, i rejected his offer and said "i dah besar".. (sounds a bit funny).. and from that day on I've decided to grow up.. and besides I AM 21 YEARS OLD, how can i not grow up? [i am still manja by the way and dependant.. but i think i am more reasonable.. heeeee.. :D well, he said so anyway.]

bB said I've become a partly different person.. i don't really know.. i like being whoever i want to be.. and i guess i want to grow up.. for how long I'm not so sure but i know I'll always be young in my heart.. cheers~

Sometimes i miss my fantasies.. witches and wizards, magic and castles, princes and princesses.. time is not on my side right now.. one day, i'll bring them back alive.. someday~

"I've heard that it's possible to grow up - I've just never met anyone who's actually done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselves. We throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope - against all logic, against all experience. Like children, we never give up hope..."

- Meredith Grey

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

So in Love

this is a scene from Grey's Anatomy Season 5 episode 4..


i just love Meredith and Derek.. huhu~