Showing posts with label exam. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exam. Show all posts

Monday, June 18, 2012

Nothing Left to Lose


Last final paper tomorrow! Last final battle in med school!

Nothing left to choose, nothing left to lose! 


Wish me luck peeps!
May Allah swt help with with ease tomorrow... Amin...



OK... start panicking!!!! :S

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Delusional in Me


I keep telling myself it's the distance, it's just in my head. How do I tell the person about things that I shouldn't have find out. I want my trust not to be broken and I want to be the person who can be trusted. I keep reminding myself, we are just merely humans. Maybe it's just a mistake. I hope it is nothing more than just a mistake. A mistake waiting to happen, and I don't know how to stop it. I don't want a broken promise, or a broken heart.

Is there space for mistakes, now? Sigh. I wish I wasn't so curious. True, that they say curiosity killed the cat.

If you're wondering, it's not me I'm worried about.

Since February my mind has been drifting back and forth about this. Although it's not constant, but how can I be sure? And though the person acted trustworthy, can I put all my trust in this person?

Note to self: Yang pergi menggatal bukak malam before exam tu kenapa? kan daaahhhhhhhh... PADAN MUKA!! T_T

Arghhhhhhh!!! WHERE'S YOUR FOCUS, ANNA?!! TOMORROW'S EXAM!!! 
MY FINALS OF ALL FINALS STARTS TOMORROW. Wish me luck will you? =S

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Wanderlust

Oh how I miss travelling.

I miss Paris.
I miss Amsterdam.
I miss Madrid.
I miss Venice.
I miss Lisbon.
I miss Hong Kong.

My feet is itching to go somewhere, even though I just came back from Kazan (which I will update soon, once I'll get the pictures from my peeps). If only travelling doesn't consume all the money that I have.

Me and Za were planning to go to Brussels and Amsterdam last month, the budget wasn't that expensive. About RM2k for 1 week, but we had to use the money for other things, mostly graduation stuffs. So we just had to cancel and hop on Kazan trip instead. So sad. ='(

At the same time, I am missing home a little. I am missing Moscow as well. The thought of leaving here, just left me with such mixed feelings. As much as I hate Moscow, I am in love with Moscow. She's my 2nd home for 7 years.


Exam's in a week. The nerves are starting to get on me, but I can't pass the first page of my case questions. Hope all goes well. ^_^


Where to next? =P

Exams, graduation, and then we'll think about that, eyh?

Monday, January 23, 2012

Keep Calm and....


HUWAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I'M CURRENTLY, OFFICIALLY PANICKING!!!! MY HEART CAN'T STAY CALM AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!

EXAM'S IN LESS THAN 36 HOURS AND I FEEL LIKE I KNOW SHIT NOTHING! THE LAST TIME I FELT LIKE THIS WAS DURING MY OPERATIVE SURGERY EXAM!!!

AND TO MAKE MATTER WORSE, I HAVE A PLANE TO MADRID TO CATCH AT 6.50PM!!!! means I HAVE TO BE AT THE AIRPORT BY 5.30 PM. And I have no idea what time my exam will finish. It's an oral exam. So whoever goes first, finishes first. I could go in early. yes. IF I PASSED THE BLOODY MCQ QUESTIONS!!!!

It takes 1 hour 15 minutes from the hospital to the hostel, and 1 hour 40 minutes from the hostel to the airport. Means, I have to leave the hospital at 2PM if I want to reach the airport at 5PM.

arrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'M SO PANICKING RIGHT NOW!!!

Please pray I'll pass my exams. Please pray I'll be at the airport by 5pm! I'M SO WORRIED... I want to cry... T_____________T

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Tick Tock

MY EXAM'S TOMORROW!!!


Ya Allah, please don't let this happen to me tomorrow. 
May you ease all my concerns. Amin.

Wish me luck!!! >.<

Monday, January 2, 2012

New Soul

First post of 2012!! woot woot!

Happy new year to those who're still on holidays and enjoying the New Year. ;)

As for me, I need to start STUDYING!!!! My exam's will be on 18th and 24th January. >.< How I wish I could skip those exams and wen't straight to my winter trip. But they're state exams! State Exams means, if you fail, you have to repeat the whole semester all over again... HUWAARGH! Doesn't that makes you feel better? NOT! As scared as I am, I find it very hard to start studying. Oh God, help me! My batchmates said, 6 years are taking it's toll, but I think I'm just being lazy. I hope my momentum is coming soon! I really need them!!

Anyway, now I'll be announcing where I'm going this winter break:

We'll be stopping by MADRID to MARRAKECH, to BARCELONA to LISBOA and back to Madrid before flying off to Moscow. These places are the reason I can't concentrate on the papers in front of me, because I keep wanting to search about the cities and make itineraries. Usually, my bB makes the bookings, the itineraries, the tours. I just follow. I'll be going with 4 more girls. Since I'm the leader for this trip, I'm a bit worried, because guys are usually more organize and has better sense of directions. That's why I'm like studying the cities one by one, so we won't get lost or waste energy. I really should transfer this energy to the exams coming up!! >_<

So wish me the best of luck for my finals and my winter trip! ^_^


Oh yeah. The city you all thought was San Francisco, it's actually Lisboa in Portugal. The bridge called 25 de Abril Bridge is actually a twin of the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, USA. It was built by the same company that built the Golden Gate Bridge. Google it! ;-D

Saturday, June 11, 2011

omg! omg!


HAHA. I know this video has been out for quite some time now, but I just realized they shot it at CROCODILE ROCK! ok. If you're a Kuantanese, you'd know where Croc Rock is. It's situated right at the entrance of my housing area!! OMG OMG!

lol. ok. ter-over-excited plak. I don't know why I didn't realized it when I saw the video the first time. Maybe I wasn't paying attention. huhu.. Anyway, you can see at 0:34 the pizza box says 'crocodile rock', then again at 1:14 on the walls. teehee..

I was browsing through Yuna's fb fanpage when I decided to play "gadis semasa" song on youtube. When suddenly I realized, "eh, how come this place looks familiar?". Then suddenly saw the paper on the wall wrote "crocodile rock". HAHA! EXCITED GILER! >.<

Croc Rock punye pizza sedap giler! burger dia pon sedap k!

ARGHHH! RINDUNYE KUANTAN!

1 lagi exam! kuatkan semaangaaaaaaattt!!! good luck to me! next is Epidemiology & Infectious Disease. The toughest exam of the semester!! *pengsan*

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Study Shuffle



Jom Study! huhuhu...

Monday, May 30, 2011

Sindrom Malas


OH MY GOD! WHY DO I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??!!!

Do I realise that my exam is in 2 days?! 2 FREAKING DAYS! I wasted so much time! I wasted 3 days!! seriously. no kidding. I am just not in the mood. sighh...

Ya Allah, berikanlah aku semangat.. berikanlah kepadaku Motivation!

go, go, go Anna!! STUDY!! I need to pass! I'm even more lazier to repeat the paper!! >.<"

Just wait till the exam eve.. I know I'll panic.. ;P

EXTRA NOTE: ARGHHHH!! MALASNYA NAK INGAT NAMA2 & DOSE UBAT!!! can't we leave that to the pharmacists?? ;P

Monday, May 23, 2011

Lifeless

I'm dead tired! My exams will start on the 2nd of June and my last class is on the 27th May.

Shit giler. Memang takde cuti, 4 hari utk study! Rasa macam nak skip exam pun ada, tapi taknak repeat paper. Fail pun taknak jugak. Haish.. pening kepala. Memang takde mood langsung. Nak study pon takde mood. Pastu ada government exam plak! Yang tu memang nak skip pon tak boleh lah, kalau fail kene repeat year teros! adoi! T.T LAST SEM pun 4 paper, rasa macam nak bunuh diri dah. THIS SEM, lagi 4 paper. Seriously, rasa macam nak start terus cuti. DAH MALAS!

I have all my holiday-to-do-list planned out. Seriously, I don't know if we have any time at all to do all of them. I really hope we do.

bB's graduating, and I have another year to go before I've become DR. MAIMUNA MOHAMED AMIN. erkkk! >.<" 7 years being here, and still we haven't seen the whole city. NEVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED. We always say, next year ada lagi. TUP TAP, damn, dah final year dah!!

I have so many things I wanted to post! I have so many things to write, about MASSAD (MALAYSIAN STUDENTS ANNUAL DINNER), about the freeze on medical courses in Malaysia, about bB's birthday. BUT I DON'T HAVE TIME!!! T.T

oh. Just wish me luck people! I really do hope 4 days is enough for me to study for my INTERNAL DISEASE EXAMS. [eventhough we all know, there's never enough time to study for exams]. Just pray I'll pass everything.

HAPPY SUMMER PEOPLE!!! ^.^

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Forensics

I'm in my forensics cycle now. Just came back from a postmortem procedure.

FRESH CORPSE! YEAY!

Ok. I felt a little woozy just thinking about it. Gosh! The smell of fresh corpse. I can't handle them. I can still remember how it smells. Although, I smelled padlepop when the abdomen was opened, and Teena said it smells like durian. Sweet smell of blood I guess. Still, after a while, it gets into your head. I kept squinting whenever I get to close too the body and the smell went through my mask. Ilamathi siap pakai dua mask! Thank God no one fainted.

There were 8 beds in the morgue, with opened & stitched bodies. The room was kinda cool, with the saw & knifes all around. Winda said it looks like a scene in the SAW movie. LOL! but gosh! the smell. And the pathologists didn't even wore masks! They work like butchers! seriously! They used the saw to open up the head. Buka skull macam nak parut kelapa. No kidding!

You wouldn't have guess they dissect dead people for a living.

Anyway, the body we got was a 38 year old female found dead at her apartment. Our teacher checked everything, but the cause of death is still unknown until they receive the lab results. Probably died due to intoxication or overdose in my opinion. There were scars "suicide-attempt-like" on her left wrist and another scar also on the left arm which look like she put out her cigarette with her skin. Maybe she was depressed.

Other findings; she has no uterus & vagina. Maybe she had histerectomy before but there were no operation marking on her abdomen except for appendectomy. She also had some kind of growth in the right lobe of her liver, probably due to metastasis of cancer. Maybe she had Uterine Cancer before, that's why her uterus was missing, which explains the metastasis of the liver.

I love the brain part, where our teacher cut it into slices, showed the brain part by part. Its like flipping through anatomy atlas. He even sliced it to show us the internal capsule, claustrum, etc. Beautiful. Anyone working as pathologist could make an Anatomy Atlas. Definitely NOT in my list. I hate working with corpse. I can't stand their smell. Fresh or the ones kept in formalin solutions.

I'm going to post a picture of the dissected brain. Anyone with weak heart, please don't scroll down.


Its not mine though. I got it from a friend who had Forensics cycle previously. I didn't brought my camera down to the morgue. Sigh. I should have though, I think. :p

Saturday, January 22, 2011

panic attack!


HELP! HELP! HELP! I'M HAVING A MAJOR PANIC ATTACK! TOMORROW'S EXAM AND THIS IS THE MOST UNPREPARED I HAVE EVER FELT!!! T.T

Ya Allah. Please give me some kind of luck. Help me. ;(

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

NAK CUTI!!!



Last and final paper for this semester, this sunday - PAEDIATRICS!

oh my God! please finish quickly! I can't even pay attention to my books anymore.. ;(
Hopefully, I'll excel in my last paper. I really want to excel. I should get back to studying then.
Wish me luck! ;P

Friday, January 14, 2011

I'm cold and burning

Teluk Chempedak, Summer break 2010


I'm sick and I kinda miss home a little. 2 exams done and 2 more still; General Health & Healthcare and Paediatrics.

Baru habis 2 paper dah demam. adoila! makes me wonder how the hell did I ever studied for SPM. 10 subjek tu! ;(

ps: oh! I just opened a TUMBLR account. Click here to check it out. ;)

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

11.1.11


Thursday is the next paper: Psychiatry. Lets just hope I won't go insane. >.<"


Thursday, January 6, 2011

It's that time again

I am so tired.

God help me please. Exam belom start lagi tapi dah rasa nak muntah tgk nota2 dan buku2. Baca depan, blakang lupa, start balik dari mula, bila nak habis ni?!
>.<"

Wish me lots of luck peeps! 1st paper starts this Sunday. erk! I hate exam on a weekend! :(

Thursday, December 23, 2010

How to perform CPR




Pergh. I bet if I was this hot, doing CPR to my patients, they spring back to live immediately! (ngahaha! berangan!)

New Year's coming soon. I have to start on my resolutions. Although I feel like I haven't done any of my this year's resolutions. sigh. 2010 is a bad year. one more week! I hope 2011 will be better.

Exam's coming soon! ark! ;(

Friday, November 5, 2010

Friday Morning



Some amateur editing that I do when I'm bored..

Forget the fact that I'll have pre-exam test on Tuesday, I just have no mood to study, plus I'M SICK!!! UWAAAAAA~! I caught the Influenzavirus from bB! I am having a major headache, with all the drowsiness from the drugs and too much sleep, not to mention the mucous which kept blocking my airways.. hukkk.. ;(

note to self: tu la.. time bB tanya "awak tak takot nnt awak saket ke?" sambil minum teh dari mug bB, confident je jawab, "TAK".. kan dah kene! iskkk.. >,<"

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Brighter than the Moon




Finally found the original video that's not copyrighted.. ;p

Anyway, Happy Unity Day Russia!
We're having a 4 day weekend.. hehee.. it's nice to have a break and not having to wakeup early in the morning.. but still, I have to study. Paediatrics pre-exam test is next Tuesday! erk! and mind you, if I don't pass it, I'll have to repeat it! because if not, I can't sit for my exam! *sigh* I'm so in my lazy mood right now.. :(

But a break is a break! hehehee.. and not to mention Deepavali is tomorrow. More makan-makan! yeay! hikhik.. ;D (habis plan nak diet)

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY HINDU FRIENDS! ;)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

It's almost Summer



oh! I've finished 2 papers.. now I have one more left, and it's the subject which I loathe the most! Neurology and Neurosurgery.

As we all know, CNS is the most important part of our anatomy. Without the nervous system, we wouldn't be functioning at all. And I mean, AT ALL! We're basically dead/vegetables when our nervous system goes wrong.

But I suck at CNS since my 1st year. Never understood, never got it, with all that nerves and pathways. It's confusing and complicated. It's just too much!!! I just hate loathe the topic CNS. I always skip studying them. And now, there's ONE WHOLE SUBJECT that's dedicated to CNS!!!! (6.6) Give me a gun, and I'll shoot myself straight to my brain (because that's where the CNS lies. lol!).

And to make matter worst. I have to do my practicals alone for the first 2 days. Sasha had to redo her exams on the 21st and 22nd. I hope I won't get lost and the Russian students aren't jerks.. erkk.. oh God, what more surprises do You have in store for me?

*sigh* Forget about it. I need to focus on my Neurology. grrrr~

Just one more, one more.. I hope I'll pass. then a month of practical and I'm done with 4th year. Wish me luck!!! (^.^)