less than a week till... RAYA!!

Not that it makes any difference to me since I am here.. I miss raya-ing at home.. *sigh* Nonetheless, it marks the end of Ramadan.. end of fasting..

At one point, I am happy coz I get to eat during the day again, but at another point.. I feel sad that Ramadan is leaving.. I haven't been doing all the good deeds.. I've tried anyway.. and there's some improvement.. :))
1) I’ve been to more than 1 terawikh... coz usually I only went to terawikh only once a year.. hehehh..
2) I haven't been missing my 5 times a day solat..
3) My zikir also increases a bit.. I think.. ;)

and there's some deterioration too unfortunately..
I haven't been reading the Quran quite so often this Ramadan.. (,")

InsyaAllah next Ramadan, I’ll improve more.. heheee..

not losing much weight this Ramadan either.. *sigh*
I’m gaining so much weight since I left secondary school.. I'm 45-48kg now.. and I used to be 40.. :(

While I was at home.. I tried my pants and skirts that I used to wear when I was in school, and unfortunately none of them I could fit in anymore.. it's my butt.. it's getting bigger.. damn!
I hate that fact.. but I’m so lazy to work out.. ;P

I feel so out of place when I'm with my siblings.. coz they are so thin!!! LIKE REALLY2 THIN!! I’m not considered fat or even chubby.. but when I stand between my siblings.. I am just really out of place, and I feel so fat coz they're so damn thin and tall too.. and I’m so short..
don't really know what happened to me when I was growing up.. Possibly the fact that I don't drink milk.. ha-ha!

whatever lah... I am who I am.. I malas nak gi jogging eventhough man kept saying 'kaklong gemok', and my mom kept saying I need to go on a diet.. ;P
and bB kept saying "nasib baik u kurus" to keep me motivated to stay thin.. huhuhu.. neither has been working..
damn.. Am I that fat??! sedihnye...

it's been 2 weeks since class started.. I've been having quite a hard time.. coz everything is in Russian.. the text books, the lectures, the teachers.. huhuhu~
but I’m glad I don't have any exams pending.. 4th year is good so far..
Currently its Obstetrics cycle and I've been watching people giving birth like almost every class.. and it's quite terrifying - giving birth..
I'm circling Obs&Gynae as my specialty. they're really interesting.. :)

Till next time..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
.Anna Mohamed Amin.

AND OH!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL' SIS LITTLE-MISS-GEDIK NABILLA!!! WHO IS OFFICIALLY 13 TODAY.. ;)