Do I care if I'll never get married?
I wonder if it'll be lonely.
Will the loneliness be unbearable?
Or will my love for Allah swt soar?
Don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't want to get married. I do. It's not that I don't love my bB. I do. But everytime a thought came to me saying that I am ready, another thought will come by and say WE'RE not ready. Or perhaps it's him? He says it's me. I am certain it's him.
I'm searching for so many answers right now. So many questions in my head. I'm searching where my heart truly belongs. Some days I am so confused. I know the answers, and yet I have conflicting thoughts.
Don't worry. There's no other guy. Or girl.
I am just searching for my heart.
Don't worry. There's no other guy. Or girl.
I am just searching for my heart.
Is it love or is it lust? Or is it just loneliness?
Forgive my rambles. It is just one of those nights.
Have a lovely weekend, everyone.
Have a lovely weekend, everyone.
1 comment:
I asked the same question myself, about being ready.
Truth is, while I was "busy" trying to justify it, I cannot come to myself and say I'm ready back then.
Somehow it just came to me that I may be ready now hehehe. In due time kan ;)
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