1 Malaysia, 1 Dream?

There are so much havoc going on in Malaysia currently. All the news feed on Facebook are filled with Bersih 3.0 that was held yesterday and the pictures doesn't look pretty. While I am here, I can't say what happened there between the authorities and the civilians, but a picture can tell a thousand lies, or even a thousand truths. Who's to blame?

I can't say I support any of them because what I see both sides are ignorant and proud. Protest are held everywhere in the world. While I was in Barcelona, I was in the midst of a government protest. We didn't know it was a government protest because the signs were in Spanish and there were a lot of balloons giving out to people. BUT there was no teargas, there was no deaths, there was no running and screaming at authorities and most of all, THERE WAS NO TRAFFIC JAMS OR BLOCKED ROADS. Yes, the authorities were there. They were just looking out at them, nothing more. And the civilians just do continued on with their protest. I was in Barcelona for A WEEK. There was another protest held the following weekend. I've been told, they held protests every weekend.

Protest in Barcelona

Why can't Malaysians have some civilized mind? It doesn't matter whether you are the civilians or the authorities, everything shouldn't be like yesterday's event. I feel like we were in some 3rd world country running a war (from what I saw) eventhough people were giving reasons as to why it had happened. I say, IT SHOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED.

The police on the other hand, WHY DO YOU GUYS HAVE TO THROW TEARGASES WHEN PEOPLE ARE JUST SITTING THERE?!!

Arghhhh! I don't get it!!!

Source: Google

I think our country is democratic enough. If there weren't any fair elections, BN would have not lost 3 states last election.

I don't know what is the TRUE purpose of Bersih 3.0. All I see is people taking advantages of the event. Like the tshirt sales. All I can think was, "wow! Untung giler tauke mana yang buat tshirt ni!". And I feel like it's WRONG! You are no better than the government taking advantage of us.

I am in the Malaysian Students Association in my uni. Although I am just the vice treasurer, I am responsible for the students welfare as well. Students will complain and talk about their dissatisfaction, while we are the one who are trying to make the changes. Do you think it is easy to deal with the university and hostel administrations? Politics are dirty, no matter where, no matter how small the association may be. There will be dirty politics, especially when money is involve. But, there are not many students who are willing to step up and be in the Students Association to make the changes. No one wants to get their hand dirty. Everyone wants to play safe. But if you're smart, you can make changes without the need to get your hands (too) dirty.

If you can't beat them, join them and make the changes within. That's my point of view. If you're smart enough. But if you're stupid, you run amok in the city centre, causing death of people and crying like a little child until you get what you want, which I think no one will take you seriously later. 

I don't see how you can gain votes, when your followers are dying everytime these protests are held. 

Kenapa lah manusia ni suka sangat buat masalah? -___-"

Dreamflash 2012

On Sunday was Dreamflash. It's an annual bubble festival right in the centre of Moscow to celebrate to coming of Spring! All you have to do is wear a costume (or not) but you have to bring a bubble kit! I went as an angel this year.

I didn't go to last year's Dreamflash because it was gloomy and rainy. Although, those who went said it was still fun. I went to 2010's Dreamflash. You can read about it or look at the pictures HERE!

So anyway, we head to the centre at about 2PM. Reached Old Arbat Street at 3PM and we were immediately pulled into the crowd. I swear, this year's crowd was a lot more than when I went 2 years ago. We couldn't really move. It was so crowded! I didn't remember getting stuck in the middle of the street 2 years ago.

But we still had a lot of fun!

 Hugs!!!

Music! 

Cat got stuck on the lamp post 

tall people

cute people! ;)

HUG ME!

Ahhh! too cute! >_<

Hugs for free! LOL!

"Red Indians" 

Awwww.. cute! 

Aliens 

Hippies 

the "Devils" 

"Devil" vs "Angel" 

Little fairy

with a "Geisha"

cute "animes"! =D

After walking through, hugging people, blowing bubbles and taking pictures, it's time for lunch! or dinner? It was already 5PM by then. We decided to have a break at Chilli's. 

me and Eikin 

my pasta ^.^

Watch the festival here!

If happy ever after did exist

I wish I did not care about you 

as much as I do now..
I wish I did not care about

all the things that you've said..

I wish I could ignore my feelings

I wish I could ignore YOU..

A Pretty Face Doesn't Always Mean A Pretty Heart

Let's forget that I have some sort of mini exam tomorrow. I decided not to go to class this morning. So I'm "trying" to fill my brains with all of the knowledge I've collected since 3rd year on Therapy. Can I trust my brain to not let me down? The momentum hasn't kicked in yet. Have I forgotten that I have a mini exam tomorrow? Shit...

Ok. Stop blabbering. I wanted to tell you about something else.

Few months ago, some dude sent a friend request to me via Facebook. I don't usually add people I don't recognize. Usually, I'll screen them with sending them a message, "Do I know you?" Most would say no, but they would like to be 'friends'. Usually, I told them off politely saying my Facebook profile is too public for a stranger, and they would yap about how we could know eachother better if we're friends on Facebook. Sometimes, I get negative response, where they said my face doesn't correlate with my attitude. But most time they'd just ignore me after I ignored them.

Anyway, this one dude. The first time we interacted, he said I was cute, pretty and all sorts of compliments. Not that I didn't like the compliment but it was just too much. I know I'm not that pretty. Out of a sudden, he said he wants to be my boyfriend. I had to lie to him and said I WAS ENGAGED! I was freaked out, and I'm sure these kind of guy won't give up if I just said I have a boyfriend. That was the first time.

Last 3 days was the 2nd time where we interacted. We were chatting and suddenly out of the blue, he asked me for a picture. I was like, what the f---? Of course I said NO. Why would any girl give out a picture of themselves to a stranger? He was persuading and stuff, and I just ignored it. Then, he asked again if I'd like to be his girlfriend. I told him "I'm taken", then he said, "I know, just kidding". Pushing your luck mister? I don't know why he even tried! He doesn't even know me. Just because I'm pretty? He doesn't know that I'm hot tempered, stubborn, messy and lazy!

but I hope I have both. =D

First of all, he didn't leave any good impression on me. Like, his English sucks for one. Not like I have a good command of English grammar all the time, but you know what I mean. Like I asked this guy, "So what do you do?" which is a question about work, which literally means "Are you working or studying or just fooling around?". He answered, "do nothing, layan2 mata tgk2 vdeo2 movie2 tp xleh2 nk tdo" (translate: doing nothing, just laying around watching movie, but can't seem to fall asleep). OK. #Facepalm. I asked a different question, he answered something else. "What are you doing?" and "What do you do?" are completely different questions! Sigh. In the end, he never told me what he does for a living once I told him I'm a medic student. Don't know if it's the case of ego or not. At least he's not using the "kew", "letew", "nyeww" in his Malay. That is just annoying!

I told bB about it, he laughed and just said, "Of course you wouldn't even care for this guy when you already have a cool, macho, doctor boyfriend like me!" (Ok, I added a few stuffs there, but he did say 'macho'). Not to say that what he said is completely untrue. But I know I would have acted the same way even if I'm not in a relationship with bB right now.

I am cocky. I think I know everything, I think I can do everything. So if I want a guy, I need a guy to be confident, and can prove me wrong without being annoying. Let's face it, ALL GUYS ARE SUPER ANNOYING. They want to be right all the time. I had this argument with Hariz the other day about, "Why don't you learn to cook?" I mean, he's in oversea most of the time and his wife doesn't follow him all the time. He said "I can cook maggie mee" and I 'm like, "a 5 year old can make maggie mee". Then he said, "Maggie mee 3 rasa, boleh ke?" I said, "Of course! Put the noodles, hot water and 3 flavours and you'll get 3 rasa. A 5 year old can think of that". Seriously, if you can't give me a good point, you should rather just drop it, or I'll dubbed you "ANNOYING!" What's wrong with learning to cook anyway?? and why can't he just answered honestly, "Malas" (lazy).

How to prove me wrong without being annoying? Shut up when you know you're wrong. Guys just give stupid answers when they try to win which is just SUPER DUPER ANNOYING! I just want to give that person a slap! bB just gave up most of the time we argued and let me win. That's even better! Then he'll say to me, "It's not about winning all the time". In my head - Of course it is!!! I'm such a stubborn girl. Of course if I'm really wrong, he would let me know it. He won't let me get off so easily. I would get upset if I loss, and he'll come and make things better or I'll just let it go if I think it's a small matter. Of course, we'll talk about it later, and he lets me win again. Sometimes. haha. :P

To those guys out there, don't try a girl just because she has a pretty face. She might not have a pretty attitude. They don't do you good. At least get to know her first, like personally know her (not by stalking her Facebook) before you decided jump the wagon. Decide to be with her only when you know you won't break her heart and she won't break yours. Me and bB were close for a year before we decided to be in a relationship, and 5 years later still haven't decide when we'll take the next step. Why rush?

I'm between Spring and Winter. haha. =P

Last Day with Dr. T

Today was the last day of class with Dr. T. We'll only see him again on Wednesday for the 1st part of Therapy Exam. So sad. ='( Maybe we'll meet him again during electives and 2nd part of exam in June, but still.. It's so sad. We had so much fun with him. Not to mention the sugar rush we got every single day! >.<

So we took a few photos with him before we parted.

The beetle among the roses? hehe

"peace!"

Isn't he adorable? haha.. 

Kumar didn't attend class, that's why he's missing from the group pictures. But I think the picture turned out great! I really like the last picture. ;)

We bought a gift for him, and we gave it to him just now. He looked surprised when Sasha suddenly got up to get the gift from the cupboard. When we pass the gift to him he was holding it like he was afraid someone was going to take it away. Haha! He's such a funny guy.. 

We are so blessed to be able to spend 4 and 1/2 weeks with him. Hopefully he'll keep his promise and contact us if he ever visits Malaysia. ;)

Let us prepare for Dr. T withdrawal syndrome now! and I better get to studying for the exam now! >_<"

Sugar High

Dr T had to go somewhere today and tomorrow, so he'll be missing our class for 2 days.. or maybe Wednesday too he said but he hoped, he'll make it on Wednesday. Not so sure where he went though.

Today, only me and Za went to class. We went into the office room to keep our bags and shoes. When we opened the cupboard, sheets of papers with a piece of post-it noted "For you to read" pasted on the papers. Me and Za were like "Awwwwww....." Why does he has to be so sweet? Ok, I know I'm over acting it. I know they're just medical journals but it's not easy to get a cute, male or even any teacher as sweet and caring as him in Moscow.

Sir, do you really need to be so romantic?

I swear, by the end of this 5 weeks, either we get a super high sugar high or diabetes! If only you know him like we do. Then you wouldn't even think I'm over-exaggerating about him. ;-P

How in the world does he even able to make us go "Aww", even when he's not around? =)